Porcupine top-hats gathered themselves around their heads like little flying, black specks around the skin of their foreheads, just spinning there back and forth. They all seemed to turn at once towards me and I felt my eyes widen as the pupils shrunk, all in a matter of seconds, just evaporating the life away from me, sucking it out of my open palms. I made eye contact and it was as if some sort of sinister breath came into me as I watched myself turn green at the sight of their rotting, orange flesh. I then had the distinct feeling that we were all ghosts running about in the desert of the back side of my Id's mind.
I was off and running into the furthermost reaches of the horizon, my hands stretching up into the sky and curling like fingernails into the blueness, into the yellows and the oranges and the amber light coming off of the treeline. (It was then that, inside of my mind, I sat down and began to meditate for awhile on the subject of mental union, and then continued to break off and dive into a deep prayer of thankfulness to the unconscious you behind all images.)
The rubber of my shoes left black prints on the sidewalk as I bolted forward into the steaming suburban metropolis that is Smalltown. Heat waves rose eating away at my tread as I felt everything come on and through me, and we were still in the desert but so much further away than before and it was then that I forgot about how time rolled on in a simple way and just embraced the now that was constantly inside of my perception, inside of your perception, in all of our perceptions. It sang there, sitting like cardinal in a canopy of green leaves and orchid buds, just smiling into the air and the sun as it shined on.
I kept running through each and every thought that could have changed my mind about the world but never really did, just dug me further into the hole that I was already in, that being, self denial. But they picked me up and sent me flying through the air and the stars and the planets as they sparkled like pearls in the sun floating there in the infinite sea that is space and time. And then it all melted away from me again, leaving me like the sea water leaves a shell that it had fallen into before, but was now flowing away and out of it as the tide pulled them all back in.
Oh Shammmanomen Moooooononnnnnnnn, MushuuuuMushuuuuuMuuuuuushuuuuuuu!
Thank you, thank you!

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