It was as if You were There

I was stuck in the mindset of misunderstanding you, or maybe myself even. Just continuously feeling one thing and trying to make something else out of it; it led me no where. Or let me down, at least let me go. It was the shaking in knowing that you didn't know what you wanted and that you couldn't see five feet in front of you. Blinded by something, characteristics stopped mattering and we all ended up only sitting around each other.

It was just this general pessimism about life and humanity that really caused it to occur; there was no other reason, and literally no reason, aside from this deep-rooted disposition towards doubt rather than hope. It worked better in real life, to constantly doubt, always ready and prepared, never crushed by some one.

As people, we tend to look down at the ground and watch where our feet take us. (But how much do we get out of the sight if we never look up?)